I dont understand a few things..i hear the people saying 'its very near to winter now..very near.its getting colder'...well let me tell you...the temperatures about two weeks earlier were MUCH MORE COLDER than recent weather..i didnt even need a scarf(actually a modified shawl)..plus i didnt even shiver..and i swear..its colder in my room that it is outside.my fingers feel numb.but im not really feeling the cold or anything.would like the heater to work though..IT NEVER DOES...well, thats a bit of a lie. It did..once..and never again..
I like double choc cake bars. Random but yeah. They taste WUNDERBARRR....my bro says the choc fudge bars taste good....i say NOT..i tasted them and they tasted completely artificial, but then, i always said my brother's tastebuds fried somewhere along with his kidneys. Whatever i say is super salty, he takes a bite and goes 'Got meh?'I warned him of the disadvantages of kidney dialysis..whether he heeds my advice has yet to be seen.
I realised another thing. When I see a nice-looking guy, i look at them like i would a drawing or painting. Like 'oh, his features are very wonderfully symmetrical'..or 'wow.Those eyelashes are very long'..its the kind of excitement i get when i see a very lovely painting, or when i stumble across a drawing that is obviously done by a very talented artist. Very detached. hmm..i need my brains checked. But then, i finally understood why in some of those random books i read..example Royally Jacked..(i personally quite enjoy the book..to each his/her own)..the girls always say 'his cheekbones are to die for!"or something along the same vein. Why? The previous Friday, i saw this guy with superb cheekbones. It characterized his face in some indefinable way. I was hard-pressed not to stare and wonder how would i be able to draw something that looked similar. It was difficult to look anyway..he was sitting on the same row albeit across the aisle..but it would have been very suspicious if i had spent the whole of the train ride with my head to the right. Distinctly uncomfortable too. I really wanna draw those cheekbones...but then I have yet to master the skill of drawing real humans..especially from memory. E-R-G-H.One that i really wanted for drawing reference was this boy i saw at the Clayton railway as i was waiting for the train to the city. He was waiting too. Now in his case, his features were in perfect symmetry. And i seldom see such things nowadays.and then on my way to Jap seminar, I caught a glimpse of a guy who was truthfully jaw droppingly handsome. And that was coz his features were classically handsome, not the pretty boy type, but the handsome type...goodness..i am unable to describe it. First things that crossed my mind were 'Superb features' 2nd was 'superb profile' 3rd was ' I wanna snap a picture so that i can use it for drawing reference!' but of course i didnt.How are you supposed to snap the picture of a guy who you saw just as he was about to walk past you? Impossible of course. Besides which, I was about to be late for class.
I bet you all my money that he smokes. And I'll win. I know it.
Did you know that the dewdrops in a bush glitter like a million diamonds when the sun falls upon them? It is truly a sight to behold. It was just too beautiful. I wanted to take a picture but the iPhone camera suck in that respect. No zoom in function, macro function meagre at best. Nature's own diamonds. Simply breathtaking.
And the colors of the autumn leaves. It looked so lovely that it looked almost fake.
and now i have to go study for a Japanese test tomorrow..go me...Im going to die i swear..if not physically then mentally..and if i smash my head in to something AGAIN..i will definitely go stupid. i kid you not.
