Wednesday, July 29, 2009

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!
SQUEEEEE!!!!NATAKU!!!

HE'S GONNA FINALLY WAKE UPPP!!!!i really really cannot wait!!!but its only gonna come out in december!!in JAPAN!!thats like...5 MONTHS AWAY!!and even longer till it reaches us saiyuki fans in the world!!and thats only going to be the first chapter!!there's still AGES till the part with Nataku appears!!I FEEL LIKE IM GOING TO DIEEE!!once a month one chap....groann...i'll diediediediediediediediediediedie~...DIEEE!!..sigh..when he wakes up wat will happen?i LOVE the pic of Nataku..coz somehow he looks hot..but he's holding a sword..with Goku's reflection on the blade like they were facing each other..does that mean they're gonna fight??Will they remember each other?in the past they were such friends..if they fight..I'll cry..i know I will..will they be the same age or will Nataku remain the age at which he entered his coma 500 years ago??oh pls oh pls oh pls...dun let them be enemies..
'A Promise From 500 Years Ago'..the promise Nataku made to show him all the hidden places that no one knows about..there are so MANY questions everyone's asking about Reload Blast..the final chapter of Saiyuki we have all been waiting for..and apparently there's an ultimate enemy..please..dont let it be Nataku..the main question is..'How is Kazuya Minekura going to end this?'but of coz we die-hard fans know that she wont fail us or our expectations for Reload Blast..however it goes..it will indeed be a Blast to remember..so saying...I CANNOT WAIT!!!
There are MANY questions I want answered..
1.Will Goku remember Nataku?
2.Will Nataku fight Goku?
3.Will their promise ever be kept?
4.Will they still have their friendship?
5.Will they meet in friendship or in battle?
6.(Endless Nataku and Goku questions)Why was Nataku in his comatose state?
7.I know their tragic past from 500 years ago is awaiting the Sanzo group..but how and when will they remember or know about it?What will their reaction be?What will Goku's reaction be?(especially when he was the only one who hadn died..but knew the rest had died to save him??)
8.Will Hakkai go bonkers?
9.Will they defeat Gyumao?
10.Who d heck is the last Sanzo priest??Will the youkai ever go back to normal and will the humans accept them?
11.Is Ukoku blind?(I hope he is)
12.What IS waiting for them at the end?
13.Will the Sanzo group abandon each other once?
14.Will Sanzo EVER admit that Goku means a great deal more to him than he lets on?
15.Is that damned Litouten alive?(i'll personally kill him if i can..i HATE him)
16.WHAT WILL THE STORY BE LIKE??THATS THE MAIN QUESTION!!
17.Endless questions..too many to list....

OH YEAH~and I wanna see Goku in his Seiten Taisei form!!!and whosoever's butt he is kicking in the process!!YEAH!!!!!


All four~~

he is soooo cute

The Seiten Taisei~~Kya!!

Gokuu!!

Seiten Taisei Son Gokuu!!!(melting into puddle)


OMGOMGOMGOMG!!!SO CUUUTE!!GOKU AND NATAKU!!

I just find this picture so beautiful..like it captures the essence of mystery..sigh.

melting here...melting..

one word..ADORABLE!!
yes..i know..i am regarded as crazy by most of my friends..but~~who cares??at least its an area that I can relish and enjoy..even if they cant..muahaha..but..the one who is still first and foremost is hiiim!!

OH I AM SOOO IN LOVE...

So yes..I will be having very happy dreams and troubled dreams(in which my mind tries to deduce wat the Reload Blast story will be like)..and speaking of dreams..I was very rudely awakened this morning by mother Nature..in the form of a thunderstorm...i HATE it..especially when i want to sleep..somehow..when I'm alone in my room trying to sleep and thunder and lightning pour and crash..somehow..I feel freaked out even though I know I shouldnt be..its a kind of unreasonable fear,isnt it?but I cant help it..especially this morning..I happened to open my eyes just as a particularly BRIGHT flash of lightning decided to herald its birth..and before u can even say 'one'..BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMM!!!goes the thunder..I nearly had a heart attack..double whammy..and I covered my face with the blanket..and didn emerge till it all stopped...I was just freaked..must have been something to do with the dream I had before I was awakened..which I cant remember...oh well..I hope there wont be any storms tonight..I NEED TO SLEEEP

Sunday, July 26, 2009

WAHAHAHA

Its strange to be emo~^^
no wonder some people are itching to punch emos..
I even want to punch myself..muahahaha
Is it possible to feel alone when everyone is around you?...
Funny dont you think?i find it really funny in a sad way.
because together with that question comes another..
What do I mean to those around me?
Because somehow I don't think I know the answer.

"To listen and listen but never listened to"

Psalms 23

There is the true Psalms 23 and there is a funny version of it called 'The Dieter Psalm'..my brother told me its made for me..and i hit him..HAH!
This is the true one
Psalms 23
The Lord is my Shepherd
I shall not be in want
He makes me lie down in green pastures
He leads me beside quiet waters
He restores my soul
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for His name's sake
Even though I walk through the valley
of the shadow of death
I will fear no evil
for you are with me
your rod and your staff
They comfort me
You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies
You anoint my head with oil
Surely goodness and love will follow
me all the days of my life
And I will dwell in the
House if the Lord forever

and this is the other one
Dieter Psalm

Strict is my diet
I must not want
It maketh me to lie down at night hungry
It leadeth me past the confectioners.
It trieth my willpower
It leadeth me in the paths of alteration
for my figure's sake
Yea,though I walk through the aisles of
the pastry department
I will buy no sweet rolls
for they are fattening
The cakes and pies
they tempt me
Before me is a table set with
green beans and lettuce
I filleth my stomach with liquids;
my day's quota runneth over
Surely calories and weight charts will follow
me all the days of my life
and I will dwell in the
fear of the scales forever


and today I saw a picture of Mahatma Gandhi when he was way younger..and he was surprisingly good looking..a little like our Sultan..interesting..i thought..
but anyway..today I got really mad coz of some people blaming me for something i have no power over..i.e..time..i am NOT a miracle worker..I cannot move a bullheaded idiot..unless u allow me to hit him that is..which i cant and wont..sigh..so I must have patience..and be patient..

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Lalalalala~

Ah..how should I start..actually Im rewriting my post...I accidentally deleted it just now in the process of writing..and I'M SO ANGRY!!i had been writing for almost an hour for goodness sake..now its all gone..and I cant remember everything I wrote..grrrrrrrr...
lemme see..ah yes..my facebook notes..hehe..recently I made a note..well..actually it was from Nana's note..I just did a little copying and pasting...hehehehe..so..I had a few responses..

first was of coz,kim's...
1. Kimberly?
2. Yes. More than friends. We are lovers HAHAHAHAHA
3. kindy. About 13.5 years ago =P
4. Yes. Had a big crush on you since I first laid eyes on you!! HAHA
5. bwine. because line rhymes with bwine
6. artistic =D
7. Don't remember. So long ago. Nerdy? Because you were the only one in the class with glasses (i think?)
8. Sort of. Still like a bookworm.
9. Anime
10.Scholarship to any uni here so I can gossip with you everyday!
11.Quite well. Not everything but quite well =P
12.About 8 months ago
13.Nope. Don't know how to start, but, eventually I'll tell you everything =P
14.Hmmm, maybe =D
15.Being as crazy as me and putting up with my craziness and stuff=D
I really love my best friend!1
And hers is quite mild when compared to some more crazy ones below...

Alex's didnt quite make sense...
1. I am YOUR FATHER
2. Maybe ;)
3. In school, a long time ago.
4. i'll let you decide. =D
5. calolline. lol + caroline = calolline
6. Studious aka nerd
7. "she's going to KEEL ME OMG"
8. in what way? ;)
9. school? jan batch before me
10. an arm and a leg!
11. not very :(
12. prom !
13. not rly
14. mb
15. hardworking-ness(?)
Okaaaay...was my reaction after I finished reading this..I mean..why do I need an arm and a leg?I have both pairs and they are working very well,thank you very much..

And the next is typical endearing and effusive Grace..my dearest sister..
1. GRACEEE~!! the one and the only one~!! haha..
2. noooo~ we are BEST FRIENDSS~!!! and sisiters~~! hahaha~!
3. parents are best friends~ so we met when we are born~! haha.. SO LONNNG AGOO~!
4. HMMMMMM~ i think YESSSS~!! oh nooo~!!!
5. CARROT~! coz u dun like carrots~! haha.. dun kill me~!
6. PARANOID
7. I was too young that time.. can't even remember~! haha..
8. noowwww~!! you are such a sweetheart to me~! hahaha.
9. when i have something exciting and sad to tell~
10. ME~!!!!! coz u deserved it~!! haha..
11. tooo welll~! ahaha..
12. thurs nite~ haha..
13. NO WAYYY~!! hahaha.. we have no secrets~!
14. thinking abt it~ hahaha.. lazy ah`!
15. everything u did for me~!! love u, carol~!! YOU ARE THE BESTT~!! HAHAHAHA.. hugs~!!
Well..to be honest..I was very touched..I hadn known that I meant that much..not that I hadn known..just that I didn know how much..sigh..really love you man...

Jayne's made me laugh..because I could imagine her saying every single word..even the emoticons
1. TREE DWELLER..lol><
2. Heck No, Arch Enemies XP ♥
3. Several years ago..in St.Andrew's.
4. Crush? I'm hopelessly n madly in love wid u.
5. Carolbells, Woolie-boolie, Bellz, Bella, California, Carolina, Carrot cake, Carousel, Calolyn, Abuser, Beaver, ... Read More
6. i cnt decide.. creative or bookworm
7. A kind, nice person(no, im nt being sarcastic!)
8. Yes,,n vry easy-going^^
9. Loads of things dat happend during our 1.5 yrs in JIS.^^..ur drawings, temburong, singing & annoying u,.....[good memories♥ ]
10. Everlasting Friendship
11. Pretty Well
12. In my nightmares lst nite XPPPP
13. I hate to tell u tis, but ur real name is actuli Carolbells before u were adopted.
14. Probably
15. Being yourself
I wonder how she came up with all those nicknames..i mean..Carolbells?..that is too nice a name...and wat the heck was I doing in her nightmares anyway?

This is Joyce's...she is sooo funny!!love Joyce..love Joyce..haha
1.Beaver's WIFEEE!!!!
2.No we arent...ehem~
3. it was during autumn...a really romantic situation..."yuck"
4.definitely..and i m sure u do too..!=p
5.beaver..Hubby..Woolie-boolie...haha..and i got this from cynthia i think...'ke ren lai'
6.abusive (but i still love u)
7.nice..quiet..blur
8.no more...but still blur blur de~
9.beaver...peanut...wrestler..teddy bear..violence...oh...i could never forget the time when u fell and i thought u were praying...that precious moment is stated in my diary and i shall recall it every night before i went to bed...Ooo...and our RINGs!!!
10.Muackz and All My LLLOOOOOOVVVVVEEEE!!!!
11.Oooo..very well...muahahahaha
12.Er...we live together?
13. I know i never have been serious..But ur always a trustworthy friend to me...someone comfortable to be with .
14.I ll think about that.
15.Being a great teddy..!! Haha..being caroline=)
Haha...some of the points are just for fun..not serious de~
I notice a whole lot of ppl having a crush on me...:P..seriously..its very funny..my friends have a weird sense of humour..but then..if they didn't..I wouldn hav anything to laugh about..^^

Cindy's sounded exactly like..well..Cindy..haha!!
If you don't know who I am then I wonder why you tagged me in the first place. :P
2. If we're not, I kill you. :)(this sounds EXACTLY like what she would say)
3. Definitely CFCB. Uuuhhh....we were kids, I wouldn't remember EXACTLY how we met. :P
4. I ain't lesbo. :)
5. Beaver. Tho I've yet to see the beaver smile. =D
6. Creative
7. Nice. :)
8. OF COURSE! :D
9. When I feel sleepy and I don't have a pillow. :P Your shoulders are the best substitute. XP
10. A hug! :D
11.I have no idea. XP
12. Sundaaay. No, wait. I didn't see you on Sunday. Oh wait! I did! At CHMS. :P
13. No, I've already told you I wanted to see the beaver smile. :D Come ooonnn~ make that grin! :D
14. I already did, like, a loooooooooong time ago. Go search for it and comment if you bother to. :P
15. You are the best human-teddy alive! :D *looks up at Joyce's comment* See? We even Joyce says so! :D
I do NOT have a beaver smile..damn Gabriel for starting that!!hmm..i hav a strange feeling that I should be standing on display in some shop because im apparently a shoulder pillow,a cuddly human teddy(so Char maintains)..and a radiator of heat..yea..Im a multipurpose human..^^haha..I remember vry well standing somewhere and there will be two people on either side on me,clinging to my arms for warmth and using my shoulders as a pillow..ah the memories..HAHAHA!!..cynthia even asked me once(joking of course)to be her 'boyfriend' then she would never have to be cold again..

well..here's nana's..I'll always remember her as the first person I met in JIS..
1. u know me :)
2. always :)
3. first day of school at admissions office
4. no *whispers: but im sure joyce does. watch out for her*
5. carobelle cuz its cute
6. artistic cuz u draw really well
7. hmm i dnt remember, just rmmbr wondering if ur 1 of my classmates
8. haha well ur my ex classmate now
9. the pretty yearbook drawing u did :)
10. hugs ♥
11. hmm i think thats up to u to judge lh
12. errr last day of exams. (must have reunion!)
13. nah im good
14. did that
15. ur super cleverness
haha!im not super clever..not in a thousand years..Im merely more observant sometimes..

And presenting my twin...SHIM
1. Your twin.
2. No, you're my inferior "twin sister" mwahahhaha!!!
3. At RIPAS hospital but I don't think we knew each other back then. Lol!
4. Sorry, that just steps beyond the boundaries :O
5. Twin. D-u-h, self explanatory
6. Artistic
7. Omg, you got the same birthday as me!
8. Our birthdays are still the same, right? :P
9. 27 September 1990
10. Better eyesight :) (No, not being patronising here!)
11. You must not know I know everything about you. We are connected telepathically, like Voldemort and Harry Potter (okay, wtf? Hahaha)
12. Some months back. We were at Capers with Eileen. And I got stomachache after that Lol!
13. Nah, don't think so.
14. Let me post first ah.
15. Multi-talented kaliah
i am NOT inferior..no way..no how..just coz eileen is our 'mother' and she said she bought Shim for fifty cents under the buy-one-free-one label and I'm the free one..blehz...well...its not everyday someone finds another with the same birthday as he/she..oh..speak of the devil..he just came online..sigh..i well remember his reaction when he knew we had the same birthday..the 'omg, you got the same birthday as me!'..coz I had the same reaction..except I was thinking it while HE said it aloud..I told him that he would be Voldemort while I was Harry Potter..but since I was a girl..we changed it to Hermione Potter..and he became Lord Shimemort..I must say..its very hard to be afraid of someone when you're laughing at his name..

FINALLY..the most irritating one..my sister's...
1.ur beloved lovable master
2.NEVER!!!!not in this life
3.how i noe leh?u were born first bah
4.that is so wrong
5....deres soooo many names i wan 2 call u
6.A 'NOBODY'
7.i was a cute lil baby..HOW SHOULD I KNOW?!!
8.since i had no 1st impression, i dont think u r anybody...but NOW!!!ur a MEMBER OF THE ANTI-PATRICK SOCEITY!!i hate u...but of course if u get me wat u owed me...
9.when i see ur picture
10.a slimming program and a size 2 dress
11.veeeeeeeeery well
12.a second ago
13.of course...u'd kill me if u knew^^
14.god knows all....he shall tell me
15.the fact dat our size is so different so i can use urs as a comparison^^......jk...not reli
I was ready to kill her by the time I finished reading it...ROAR!!!i mean..Im well aware I need a slimming program but I dont need an announcement..well..I got my revenge by tying her precious Patrick in knots..it felt SO wonderful..revenge is sweet...muhuhuhuhuhu...and when she saw her Patrick....I'll leave it to the imagination...

One of the things I find most fun is to talk with Grace..because we dont have to finish our sentences for each other to understand what the other is talking about..
sometimes our conversations go like this..'Are you thinking what Im thinking?''Yup,definitely''Why do u think they are like this?''I dunno..maybe its just,you know..'or'Hey''yes i know''so?''very obvious''see la''eeee..''ala..ala'..my sister once told me that she got really frustrated trying to figure out what we were talking about..
or sometimes there are partially hidden things..take for example last sat we were both invited to eat at fratini's but we didn know if the other was invited and wanted to find out except what if the other wasnt invited?
so Grace msged
Grace:Carol..going anywhere tonight?
me:yup..you?
Grace:'haha..yup!you also..same place?
me:probably...pasta?
Grace:HAHA!Bingo!..and so on
And with that the message is conveyed across..and I ate till I want to die liao..and its not my fault..somehow the carbonara was just so yummy..yumyumyumyumyum

On Sunday I had a very painful accident..and I blame it indirectly on the 1990's..we had to go to 'yu cha'..and they managed to make me feel guilty(haha..well..i did feel guilty)so I had to hurry and get money from my mum or else I would have nothing to eat..and because I was hurrying I didnt see the metal door handle and crashed into it..or to be more precise..my arm dragged across it..just to convey exctly how its like..envision this..if the door handle was sharp..I would have a nice gouge in my arm abt 4cm long..
well..so I had a very nice briuse..artistic even..it looks like some kind of old chinese print in a strange way..

see?there is the sun..and the larger briuse is shaped like a leaf..and it was red-purple..isnt it a coincidence that those happen to be my favourite colors?..not just that..it HURT like hell..><..i tried rubbing it once..and didn dare try it again..well..today..it turned a different color..it is now greenish yellow..even better..leaves are green/yellow..H-A-H...

Barn Buddy is very fun..I keep stealing ppl's harvest...and they steal mine...and I exact the proper revenge..Joyce had a garden full of bugs and weeds..MUAHAHAHA...now im waiting for her plant to reach the harvest stage..then i shall STEAL it...enjoying myself alot...

and Im still coughing!!!its been THREE weeks already for goodness sake and I still cant sing without going into coughing fits..nor talk much either..and Kim maintains i passed my grems to her via internet..and she's in aus...interesting~

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Dialogue between a human and a non-human(in which I am the human)

I just had a very impossible to describe conversation..shown below


Renwei says:
lalalallala
Midnight is the witching hour says:
lalalalaalalallalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala
Renwei says:
mee
goreng
Midnight is the witching hour says:
you are SO LAME!!!!
Renwei says:
i eating mee goreng la
Midnight is the witching hour says:
u dun hav to write down like that wa...
like as if its something to say like that
w a
Renwei says:
and i'm eating salami too
salami from aussie
hahahaha
Midnight is the witching hour says:
YUMMY!!!!
i love salami!!!
Renwei says:
shooo
its mine
Midnight is the witching hour says:
im not a dog
no need to shoo
u can share
Renwei says:
woof
woof
Midnight is the witching hour says:
thats u'
sit,boy
roll oer
Renwei says:
commincating to a doggy=p
which means shoo
Midnight is the witching hour says:
oi!!1
i wanna eaaat
Renwei says:
ops....
i just ate the last slice
Midnight is the witching hour says:
u know wat?
i think u were born to bully me
Renwei says:
hmmm maybe
Midnight is the witching hour says:
i am a HUMAN
Renwei says:
OH REALLY?
Midnight is the witching hour says:
and YOU are cruel
OF COZ!!!
if not human then wat?
Renwei says:
its ofcourse
not ofcoz
alien
Midnight is the witching hour says:
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
I SO WANNA SMACK YOU NOW!!1
Renwei says:
alien from another planet
smack that...all on the floor ...smack that...give me somemore
LOL a hiphop song
HAHHA
Midnight is the witching hour says:
argh
u r a MONSTER!!
i am HUMAN
Renwei says:
if me=monster then we shudn't be using english
৭ű҆}𶵍|򒣍Ӫ࡭
thats the monster languange
Midnight is the witching hour says:
u wan to kek me till i die of annoyance is it????
monster
monster
monster
Renwei says:
booga booga booga!
rawrr
Midnight is the witching hour says:
lamelamelamelame
lamelame
lamelame
weirdo
evil
monster
creature
alien
necromancer
orc
mummy
hag
bans
banSHee
werewolf
worm
monster spider
threeheaded dog
giant
cockroach
rat
hamster
guinea pig
zombie
undead
HAH!!!


as u can see..a certain someone is born to annoy me!!!this is an example of our normal conversation!!
Especially this part
Midnight is the witching hour says:
and YOU are cruel
OF COZ!!!
if not human then wat?
Renwei says:
its ofcourse
not ofcoz
alien
ISNT IT LIKE SO ARGGGHH!!!
i feel my hair bristling....
but to be honest..if i think about it..its amusing in a way and serves as a way to stave off boredom..
evil renwei!!
I have no idea whats wrong but somehow..i feel really,really bored...
maybe its the fact that i cant sleep properly...or perhaps the fact that i just whacked my elbow again for the umpteenth time...hurts like HELL...wahahaha..if i were ever to actually fall down again..i will make it a point to land on anywhere except my elbow..and some other places..like my head for instance.i was surprised my elbow didn break that time..i mean..considering the force with which i landed~
kim seems to be really happy i got a blog..^^..another way of communication between us both..yay!!

i feel like a maid..so many things to do at home..and after this i hav to go hang clothes and peel potatoes..not that i mind the latter..i love to eat potatoes..

i wonder,is there such thing as having an addiction for teh tarik?because thats what i seem to have.i LOVE TEH TARIK!!!...the creamy taste is so good...but my mom says that the newspaper say its not healthy...sigh..why.....well..i dun care..i love it..yummie!!the nicest i've drunk so far are excapade, villa mauri and sin youmei(however to spell it)

i wanna play pet society...my pet's dressed in a cancan costume..vry cute..and there's so much i wanna buy..except..no money..none at all..
sigh..
gloom

Monday, July 13, 2009

Monday, 13th July 2009

I wish that the bacteria..virus..whatever it is..that causes an innocent person to keep coughing coughing..would kindly self destruct and spare me this torture.
For one..i want to talk..without being forced to stop at 3-second intervals..i want to SING...i tried it yesterday..and failed miserably..
envision this...singing 'Somewhere~(coughcoughcoughcough)(damn)over the(COUGHcoughcoughcough) rainBOW..(coughcoughCOUGHcough)way up(endless coughing)...'
at this point...breathing is a difficulty..let alone singing...and no,I do not have swine flu..thank you very much..unless there's a strain that just lets you cough for over a week..
Yieng finally came back!!!YAY!!!and like i predicted..i had no idea what to do...i wonder if she thinks that i have become even weirder...and distant...NOOOOOOOOO
and on Sat..I ate less than I would have done had I not been keeping my mouth shut as much as possible to head off unwanted bouts of coughing...as a result..sigh..that yummy carbonara was sacrificed..but all in all..it was fun
and I think a certain Joyce and I seem to have a strange kind of ignore-each-other-till-both-of-us -look -at -each-other policy..its kinda funny..it happened on sat..she just came back from cambodia...and we were all at Cin's party..when I saw her..she wasn looking at me so I ws like..oh well~...but eventually we managed to look at each other at the right time..because she gave me a whack and went..'oi..beaver!!!'....tht was so...-_-'''''...
glad she's back anyhow..cant wait for thurs to see both Joyce and Huibooie..and Grace..and Yieng(hopefully),,,and oh,everyone...
hmph~i wanna go out with Yieng...i wanna go out with Yieng.....wannawannawannawannawanna...
i should ask kim how she put those music notes in her post..don't see any such function in my blog...
When certain face masks were created...i highly doubt their creators remembered one highly important detail...so focused on keeping the germs out..they never thought that their wearers might be suffering from breathing difficulties because air cant come IN...having tried one yesterday..i can be a witness...along with all my fellow friends and teachers..so there...i actually didn hav a headache when i first put it on...an hour later..i had a headache and was suffering from oxygen deficiency
plus..for those that wear glasses...the lens keep fogging up..not advisable when using the stairs..
I remember renwei saying he would quit WOW starting from today..wonder if he still remembers..and wondering especially if he can stick to such a huge life-changing decision..
going to go read kim's blog...i love you best fren!!!!