i am DYING..DYING...damn university

oh my GOSH...the deluge of assignments is just MAD..just finished one on monday and didnt know i had one more due oh..today?until like..2 days ago.WHICH-IS-NOT-ENOUGH-TIME.i can't absorb anything in such a short period of time so i know what i've written until now is just CRAP. for some weird reason, i was under the impression that the report i mentioned was due NEXT WEEK. ohemgee..i am so fricking dead. when i discovered that fact on wednesday, i already had, two quizzes due wednesday and thursday, one chinese assignment gone wrong(mixed up the dates), one peer review AND a poster project due on Monday, a language quiz later in about..oh..5 hours?not to mention the other homework due next wednesday AND the two midsemester tests that i have next wednesday and friday. So officially screwed now.

I.AM.SO.SCREWED.

I am THIS close to just screaming like an idiot. i have no idea how im going to cope. And what's worse, i know there are people who would look at the stuff i have to do and go MEH..just that?oh gosh, you may be right, BUT i didnt do statistics..so i have no effing idea what the statistics in my report are supposed to be like. t-tests and what the blah blah blah. If my language is a bit short and annoyed now..yeah, well, i have reason to be. and i havent slept. At all. And not planning to until i finish the report. Which would be about 15 hours from now. And then I'm going to conk out like someone just took a cudgel to my head. I'm not even going to play WoW. <----that sentence just guaranteed that the earth turned square. Go look. You probably need your eyes checked if you can't see it.

On a whole other random note. Yesterday's sunset was just WEIRD..beautiful, i admit..but weird. The sun was red. like..really red...this red..but much brighter. And what was weirder was that i could actually see the sun setting..as in, see it moving down really quickly. It's not like other times where I look, the sun doesnt move but when i look away and look back, it moved. It was like moving before my eyes. And just to clarify, Ive never seen that happen before, so pardon me if it's only me. It was still freaking cool. It went below the horizon in like..10 seconds..give or take a few.

I'm too tired and lazy to correct any grammar mistakes such as apostrophes and capital 'i's..Truly, I dont swear much, except in my head without thinking. But something an acquaintance of mine said before really puts my thoughts in perspective. My thoughts regarding all that work i have to do. 'There is not enough middle finger in this whole world to express just HOW MUCH i HATE -insert object/occasion/whatever you desire to put -'
In my case, it's my assignments. Heck yeah there isnt enough to express how much I hate them. I wish someone would blow up my university. When I'm not there.

Zoning out like a true zombie...