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"When I say goodbye, promise me you won't cry. Cause the day I'll be saying that would be the day I die"
It's not the words as much as the sentiment behind it that makes me feel something. It's a promise, that the only goodbye said will not be a goodbye made of changed decisions or something that is short term, but rather that it will only be said when things beyond human control happen. I didn't explain that very well, but oh well, at least i know what I meant. One could argue I suppose, that the person could die tomorrow, which is true. But most people do not expect to die until they grow old, and that's what makes this promise so beautiful. It's promising the rest of their life, no matter how long it is, to be with the other.
And there's another, it goes like this
If I could be any part of you
I'd be your tears
To be conceived in your heart
born in your eyes
live on your cheeks
and die on your lips
Okay, its nice. Really. It caught my eye. But I didn't like it a bit for one reason. If I wanted to be a part of the person, I really wouldnt want to be their tears. Reason being, the major reason tears come into someone's eyes would be because they were very sad, and they hurt. I wouldnt want to be something that made a person sad, if you can understand what I'm trying to say. However, I am not saying that it is not meaningful or nice. It is. And I do like it
I made my own version of it though.
If I could be a part of you,
I would be your laughter.
To be conceived from your heart,
Born of your joy,
To live in your eyes,
And die on your lips.
- James Lucian Caldwell-
© Carol
Copyright claimed:D:D..today at 05/09/2011. I made it earlier than that, but who cares. Who's James you might ask. Well, he's a character I created specifically to say that. Imagination rules. But, I really do like my version better, not just because I made it, but I would rather be someone's joy. I want that someone to be happy. Aaaand..bad at explaining again. Haha
Anyways, still havent slept.I mean, I did sleep in the time between my previous post and this one. I just haven't slept yet today. 7.12 am, doing assignments...and taking a break to blog:D..which i reaaaally shouldn't be doing. And Kimberly isn't responding to anything, I've called, msg-ed and fb posted. She has tests this week. Three in fact. And I get that. Just wish she would respond so that I know she is alright at least. sigh. AND I WANNA TALK TO HER....
I should totally not sleep and continue doing my assignment..which I'm gonna do for say..another hour. Then i'll sleep for awhile.
And I just saw another quote. This one is definitely a 'flash' one depending on your personal preference. But for me, it holds a lot of feeling
I had a dream last night. You were there. I tried to hide you but they came to take you away. I tried to wake myself up to stop the pain, I never did. But I want you to know, I died fighting.
I can't explain this one. It's up to you if you get the feeling.
There's a few more below
1. If ever I was given the chance to start my life all over again, I would rather not accept it. Why not? Who knows? In that second start, I may not have known you at all.
2. I used to wonder why I can’t seem to find the right person. I even asked God why he wouldn’t allow me to commit myself to anyone. It took me years to know the answer. God wanted me to wait for you and you alone.
3. Someone asked me a while ago to give him one good reason why I love you so much. I smiled and said, 'Because there's no reason not to.'
Oh..this is a LOL one...I mentally facepalmed. I thought it was supposed to be some reassuring quote.
If you find yourself in a dark room, walls around you are red and blood comes from everywhere, don’t be scared. You’re inside my heart.
And this one is strange. Not that its strange in the sense that it makes no sense. But its just..strange. It's strangely poignant too.
Peterpan came one night and invited me to Neverland where I can never grow old. I was about to go but I refused cause I thought of something better to do. That is to grow old with you.
Call me a romantic but *shrug*. I'll probably be waxing lyrical about Beauty and the Beast on my next post. God knows I feel like it^^
Headache killing me. Need sleep. Still a zombie.
RAWR~
