Driving is a PAIN

Yes it is..it is a pain in the butt..especially when you're not good at it..today was my first time trying the slopes..groan..the first time i tried it..my car happily slid back down..with me inside with my instructor..it wasn't my fault..SHE never told me i had to release the clutch a little so that it wont slid back...took awhile before I managed to get on the road..and even longer before I could do it without the car engine stopping...I find that before I actually go for the lesson,I DO NOT WANT TO GO AT ALL....then when I get there I feel much better..and enjoy it..perhaps it has something to do with the fact that I have to wake up early..which I dont want to..and I've lost count of how many times my car died in front of the traffic lights..thank God I was too panicked to be embarrassed..I mean..I could see all those damn-you-hurry-up faces of the drivers behind me in the rear-view mirror..not a pretty sight..not at all..and parking...parking...parking....double and triple groan...i guess I can park now..but the skill of the parking is way stupid...the S or side parking especially..I think the car is supposed to be sitting straight in the middle of the box by the time you finished..not somewhat diagonally..I AM SO DEAD....DEAD I TELL YOU...D-E-A-D..come to my funeral, ya all...
As I have been predicting..I have been having Saiyuki dreams..but I dont remember anything about them save for the fact that I KNOW I have seen their faces..oh well~they'll end soon anyway..sigh..tomorrow I'll have to wake up early again for driving lesson..and I'm lazy..very lazy....